I'm sitting here wondering why my tummy is feeling a bit upset. Then I unbuttoned my pants.
Ah, much better.
A year ago, this would've sent me into a downward spiral of adopting a restrictive diet and an insanely impossible workout routine. And copious amounts of stress. Now? I'm just gonna change into another pair of pants. Even though I really like these ones! They're my awesome yellow jeans!
They're also the awesome yellow jeans that were too big for me a year ago. That's because I was severely underweight and living an unhappy and unfulfilled life. Even though I thought I was happy, I was being controlled by an ugly eating disorder.
Now I actually care about myself. Do I still exercise? Yeah, but I have a healthy relationship with exercise. Do I eat? Um, heck yes! Just take this morning as an example. I had the most awesome brekkie ever:
Egg and Oatmeal Scramble, topped with avocado, salsa, and cheese (really, you have to try this.)
I just changed into another pair of jeans (these ones are orange, go figure) and I feel awesome. I'm beautiful and my pant size is not the indicator of that. Although I must admit...
I look REALLY good in these jeans! So no matter your pant size, own it! Because at the end of the day, no one really cares what kind of clothes you're wearing; how big or how small they are. They care about who you are: loving and loved; caring and cared for; beautiful inside and out.
Happy Friday, everyone!
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